Farrah Abraham from MTV's Teen Mom shares details from her new book, My Teenage Dream Ended, in a new interview with In Touch.
From In Touch- “All I could think about,” she admits in an emotional interview with In Touch, “was killing myself.”
And these weren’t just idle thoughts: “I figured I would drown myself in the bathtub — that seemed like the easiest way to go.”
Farrah tells In Touch she even imagined the note she might write for her daughter. “I pictured telling her that I missed her daddy, and that I felt overwhelmed by the changes in my life,” says Farrah, “and that she deserved the best and should be surrounded by happiness.”
In the year before her meltdown, she was far from the world’s best mom as she tried to numb the pain with out-of-control partying, drinking and drugs like cocaine and marijuana. “When I drank, I’d be happy for 10 minutes,” says Farrah. “When I got high, I’d feel a sense of nothingness for about an hour. But in the end, my negative emotions always came rushing back.”
Her book comes out on August 14th!
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